POH YEE

2009-12-06T13:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO !!!
This whole week had been very exciting,
cause i'm waiting to go overseas,
and it's tmr!!!
go vietnam , hanoi (:

MONDAY
had training ...
after training went to eat with mum & sis,
coach brought back a small gift for everyone from mlayasia
Thanks !

TUESDAY
had friendly against YU YING SECONDARY!
had a sis quaters game.. hahas,
everyone was on form!
but eventually the lsat 2 quaters we lost to them,
sec 2's mention tht if we played for 4 quaters,
we would win them by one mark!
hahas... it's already called friendly hahas...
after that came back to school ,
debrief ... & we went to eat lunch with ms chan & coach,
all of us went except vivian & Rachel (small)
went to pizza hut to eat,
after food everything,
we play ZHONG JI MI MA..
first we order a jug of pesi,
than we order again,
lastly we order half a jug,
the people who drank was:
Ms Chan, Coach, Clara, Ee Tian, Jia Ling & Cheryl...
Ms Chan had 2 cups hahas....
everyone was lucky except those who had to drink :x...

WEDENSDAY
Had T-net , which was our last game,
against Queensway sec...
had a good fight,
but didn't played as good as what we played with yu ying..
the score was ..
hmmmm.....
i think it was 25-28
not very sure about it...
i had a lot of chances to shoot but yet it didn't went in...
starting i was to scared that went i shot the oppnents would defend me so i when i was havin a chance to shot ,
i didn't shoot properly ...
coach told me my mistake ,
i did change but IT did not went in !!!
angry lorhs...
if every ball went in we would have beat them!
but it's also a good experince for us ... ((:

THURSDAY
Had tuition....
after tuition,
went to meet GOH LI at econ for lunch...
wanted to eat there ,
but saw a bunch a girls....
at which ONE! was kept staring at us LORHS!
crazy bitch ! as if i know who the hell is her...
act a ah lian...
smoking very cool lurhs....
LIKE SHIT!
don't even know the boobs is real or fake de....
BLODDY BITCH......
after that GOH LI came up my house,
had luch first than she help me to change my blogskin & plurk skin,
hahas had a bit of diffculty looking for the skins i wanted...
hahas took some of her time.. she waas kind of late when meeting her friend...
ps hors :x

FRIDAY
Hmmm.......
thought of going out with li ting ,
but had to go to mr ho's house for the preparation of sec one orientation CAMP!!!!
but didn't expected it ended so early...
called li ting a few times,
didn't answer my phone....
at first i might be going out de...
but than not only li ting did not pick uo whih she slept until very late....
the whole day it rained....
i was alone at home ...
when my sis went out....
total boring only had to use com....

SATURDAY
Whole day at home with my parensts while sis went to work...
pack my stuff for holiday...
but had DAYU's birthday chalet at downtown at night,
before i left the house to meet crystal & julia ,
it rain but went i left the house it stopped...
at first dayu didn't know crystal was going cause we were giving a s surprise ((:
DAYU love the surprise to (:
made my self a small little heart cushion for her,
and my sewing skills suck .....
kind of ugly....
we reach there quite late ....
but we had fun too ,
ate the cake which was delicous,
the food too...
left that place at 10 something as would missed her bus back home,
i reach home around 11 something and wen to bed ...(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!

SUNDAY !
Woke up late today cause ate a flu medcine yesterday night before i sleep.
sis went to work,
& the house only left my MUM & i
now usin the comp,
as just finsh my lunch not long(:
a bit of boring but haven't pack finsh my stuff for tmr!!!
hahas, i'll think i'll end here (:
won't be blogging for THE NEXT FIVE DAYS
maybe will blog next week with someof my holidays pics!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAYU!
bye bye for now !

2009-11-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !
Today had a game at queensway sec ,
against zhonghua (:
had a tough fight ,
althought there isn't coach or ms chan (:
GOOD JOB GIRLS!
except there's something a bit.....

hahas , just watch finsh POLO BOYS & now watching
LEGEND OF THE SEEKER!!!
Hahas both interesting show!!!!
anyway today is a short post (:
more other time (:

2009-10-28T18:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !!!
although exams are over but we can't relax,
as we are going to promoted to sec 4 next year ,
which is very tough,
so have to start to study again .....
BORINGGG.......
NO CHOICE!,
who ask me to be in express....
but seeing my sis & senior's now studying very hard for their o LEVELS,
I'm really worried about whether i would be able to make it for next year,
should i drop my A.maths ??????
everybody thought of dropping but....))):

ANYWAY !
TMR & FRIDAY WILL BE HAVING MATCH,
tmr will be against UWC!!!!
:United World College!!!!
omg! what college, what do you think ??
just hope they won't be TOO TALLL!!!!!!!!
anyway wish the BB girls ALL THE BEST FOR TMR MATCH!

EXAMS CLEAR!

2009-10-17T19:56:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE !
Anyone miss me , HAHAS!
Kidding (:
now exams over , time to busy le !
Basketball Matches Coming On !
SL Camp !!!
BB Camp!!!
OHHH NOOO!!!
But never mind at least keeps my time busy , while not having nothing to do !
however..., after last day of school , WE still have bridging LESSON!!!
that means we stiil have to GO BACK to school !!
hate IT lorhs !

& I know what subject did i fail!
most common, A. MATHS!!!! & E.MATHS...
think e.maths is paper 2 fail than pull down the whole thing lorhs!!!
Sobbing .... hahas
but just hope that the others are able to passs !!!!!!!!!!!
anyway the next coming THURS, we are having a match !!!!
here to wish JAIIYOUS to all the BB girls !!!!
LET'S WORK HARD TOGETHER OKKAYYS !!! (:

*anyway i love this logo !!! to all BBGIRLS!!!

I"M BACK!

2009-09-27T15:43:00.002+08:00

finally able to log into blogger,
stupid com !
don't know how many weeks unable to post le !
wanted to post pictures that i went to malaysia one of the waterfall,
saw a snake while in the water ((:
hahas after that went to a same resort name "TITI ECO FARM"
can't imagined how i live there fr threes days ight ((:
although is at the top of a small moutain,
BUT the first day i've been there went to FEED MOSQITIOUS!
but follow on the days were fun ((:
didn't had much activities butthe air there is fresh!
& for my 3 MEALS! all were vegetarian,
first time eat felt like vomiting ,
but it became better with the following days ,
soon went home ((:
& now exams coming ,
have to work hard !

JAIIYOUS EVERYONE!

2009-06-15T12:21:00.006+08:00

2009-06-15T11:43:00.003+08:00

sis did this yesterday,

accompany sis to took her blood test at SGH,

follow on went to people's park,

bought beads and string for de bracelt.

I had a short one but sis had a long want ((:

FRIDAY 12/06

Mother took leave,

early in de morning on the radio so loud,

had to wake up ,

help her with some household chores,

went to tuition with kimberly hahas,

came home about 2 something ((:

ate a bit, as later going to eat dinner,

leaving the house early to watch some talk given BY MARK LEE,

very funny ((:

it was at the national library,

took some pictures while waiting to enter the show, upload later hahas.

SUNDAY

Yesterday went to AMK HUB,

at first was supposed to cut hair than went to amk to meet mum ,

but didn't do her hair treatment so we also did not cut hair,

bought a pants & skirt at AMK pepper plus ((:

looks retro((:

hahas follow on went to AMK extra,

bought stuff ((:

later waitied for father to come & eat dinner ((:

but haven decided to eat what ,

walk around to look for ,

mum say wanted to eat the prata at third story,

but sis didn't want hahas,

soon sis said wanted to eat NEW YORK,

went to eat, but a lot of people,

soon father came ((:

order, GIANT meatball spgathettie,

i order black pepper STEAK,

sis order BBQ pork ribs ,

mum order PORK lagsana,

hahas very full ,

sis & mum & dad, order one sarisi float,

the cup was huge man!

i order some green apple cooler,

DAMM nice to drink ((:

soon HOME HAHAS!

HOLIDAYS???

2009-06-05T12:16:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating the blog ((:
okkayys i'll start from this week ((:

MONDAY
woke up early, went to school for SS & Maths remedial.
next after that went to rp to eat with XY & jian kai,
follow on had SL camp,(onedaycamp) with the sec2 SL,
they had to learn how to organise game while we play the game ((:
FUN, but the very is so hot .
the camp ended around 6 like that ,
follow on went to meet mum & sis to eat dinner,
HOME later on!

TUESDAY
Woke up early also ...
went to training which started at 8...
tring day for the training,
sun was hot !!!
at first wanted to eat lunch de,
but father bought lunch le so have to go home and eat ,
but before leaving the school,
played a game of 3 on 3 with Ji Cai, Ivan & Jian Fu(not sure correct a not)
with me , clara & XY.
lose but had fun ((:
HOME!

WEDENSDAY
Woke up early AGAIN!
but today much earlier,
had SS remedial at 7.30!
don't know whay ms shamini wanted so early,
after that had maths remedial,
after went to compass with dayu,
went there to early not everyshop is open yet ...
went to BK,
soon later HOME as dayu needed to accompany her mum to the market,
went home help out with father doing stuff,
help him wash the netting of the aircon, cover,
change bedshit ETC ETC....

THURSDAY
woke up EARLY!
for training,
that day training was not long it only took an hour plus,
cause we came the court was wet had to dry up ,
but it started dirzzling again,
do we did not bother the court and start our training ((:
had a game ,
but with 5 groups barhs ((:
cheryl team won the game so losing team had to do sucide ((:
but no much .
after that went to compass and eat with Clara , Kimberly & xinyee.
HOME!

FRIDAY
today woke up at 8+
kind of early ,
went to school for maths remedial,
after remedial HOME!
today just went out for about 1 hour +....
so boring )):
now blogging ((;
playing some games .

that's for all next time blog again ((:

HOORAY!

2009-05-13T19:34:00.005+08:00

FINALLY EXAMS OVER LE !!!
WOOAAHHH!
TIME TO RELAX!
upload some photos during the exam period,
hahas wrote something on the exam paper i took Xp
hahas got a bit crazy due to exams,
but time to go evern crazier hahas.
not is my sister turn to take exams ((:
so sad , nobody to pei me talk...
aiiyah......
now whole day nothing to except use com and watch tv at home,
but after break a while still need to continue studying le )):
never mind end-year must work hard le
bye bye ((:

happy birthday !

2009-05-11T15:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LI TING !!!
hahas, turn 15 le , old liiaos hahas XP,
anyway wish that all your wishes come true,
including now the mid-year okkayys ((:

HELLO!

2009-04-24T18:21:00.003+08:00

sorry ((: so long never post le :P
EXAMS COMIG!
going to be stress soon...
today after school went to gym with xinyee
next went to study in 1e1 but i never study until hahas.
after went to rp to eat with ee tian and tracy ((:
came back stay until4 something than went home,
school today got speech day,
SOME sl helped ms loo but not all of them,
hahas,
luckily no need to stay until so late later very tired,
i think speech day should end around 9 something barhs...
today school put a lot of flower around lorhs....
only on speech day than they decorate they school..
say what today is a important day for them hahas,
a lot of theachers wore very formal,
first time see some of the pe teachers wear formal.. WIRED, hahas
after walk to bus stop them miss the bus )):
waited quite long for the bus )); sadded hahas

That time com spoil than never update for so long,
finally and yet now exams coming so must use less le ...
yesterday got physics test and A maths,
don't know how to do both... gonna fail )):
now starting to studying hard lersss.....
today got health check up and blood pressure check up
last year back bone negative 4 degress
but today health check they say next time no need to go le
YEAH so happy hahas....
aiiyah that's all for this time ((: going to eat diner((:

2009-02-16T19:53:00.002+08:00

Today the feeling is what those the pictures show,

lots of different feelings ((:,

before recess today was ok except during chem,

ms hidayah was funny,

she made us memorise the perodic table and gave us a quiz,

with patners,

lots of fun ,

went to run during recess with kimberly and javier,

not mr yon hahas,

junior, did not stop but leg was very pain ,

kimberly did not stop too,

kimberly good job , hope you can improve on your staminer.

after recess was a maths, i didn't change got scolded by the COLEEN YEO!

what is wrong with her?

Can't she see that i am seawting like hell,

ask me to put on the unform with the P.E

WTH can!

lucky i am sitiing under the fan otherwise!!!!.....

soon after her lesson i was freaking hyper dunno why hahas,

after school went to eat with kimberly at CP.

saw her mum and FRIENDS hahas,

after that she went home and i went to tuition,

can anybody think of something to buy for emily??

that's for all. BYE BYE!

2009-02-15T17:17:00.005+08:00

THANKS KELVIN! ((:

too bad i haven get to eat it hahas,

didn't give much this year and didn't recieved a lot also,

kimberly was so surprised that i gave her famous amos the cookie lolli for present,

she also liked what shirley gave her,

thanks shirley also for giving me the rose ((:

it was a pink want ((:

anyway today woke up early went to shift my grndfather place to be with both the ah ma,

((: ate a very delicious lunch ((:

the soup was pig stomach which i like very much ((:

that's all for now (:

BYEBYE

2009-02-10T18:39:00.002+08:00

hi everyone ((:
just came back in the evening not long,
my grandmother funeral end today ((:
early in the morning we already have to start preparing,
but had roti prata this morning,
delicious.
when during the ritual ,
cried for quite a while ,
i really misses her.
but at least she has a good life time and manage to be great-grandmother.
went to mandai there to burn her body .
saw it went in with 'machines' but didn't see it burning ,
heard some sounds was quite loud,
but soon went back to farrer road and the adults settle somethings,
me,sis,jervis,gwen,hui hui, lysha,lincoln & ah you,
we went to play .
the plyground was just a fitnees coner hahas,
lincoln and jervis the voice was the loudest and yet beside was just ST Margert Sec sia ,
everybody look out of the window hahas.
one uncle, one newphew , playing together,
yet they is only 1 years old difference.
i thinks that's all for today was very tired,
been to the funeral 3 days !

2009-02-02T19:31:00.001+08:00

HIIE EVERYONE!
MY MAID WENT HOME YESTERDAY )):
SADDIE, ANYBODY WILLING TO BE MY PART TIME MIAD HAHAS,
KIDDING, NEARLY WOKE UP LATE TODAY((:
TODAY REACH HOME, THE HOUSE TOTALLY NOBODY WANT,
VERY SAD )):
HOPE THERE'S IS SOMEBODY TO ACCOMPANY ME HAHAS,
NOT 'STEAD' ARHH DUN ANYHOW THINK .
TRM GOT MATCH AND TEST ALSO ,
BOTH MUST JAIIYOUS HAHAS.
ANYWAYS TOMMY TODAY GOT MATCH,
HE DID HIS BEST BUT DIDN'T MANAGE TO WIN,
JAIIYOUS! YOU CAN DO IT!
DON'T CRY!
BE A BIG BOY OKKAYYS HAHAS,
THERE IS MORE MATCH COMING ON ,
TRM'S MATCH IS AGAINST AHMAD ILBRAHIM,
DON'T KNOW WHETHER SPELLING IS CORRECT A NOT,
ANYWAYS THAT ALL FOR TODAY BLOG MORE((:

BACK

2009-01-16T20:44:00.002+08:00

sorry so long never post liiaos (:
today tiring day.
today in school got scolding from COLEEN YEO twice sia,
dunno what is worng with her,
menopause, hahas
anyway after went with kimberly to compass to makan(:
after that nearly late for match )):
but lucikly made it in time ...
soon reach there ,
saw the other school playing match,
cause our's is only at 3.30
soon not long it's 3.30 already ,
thus went to warm up and after that match started...
the point is NV 28 - YT 52 barhs if i think so ,
lucky we did not manage to get trash,
next match is at 21st which will be against compassvale sec,
and we know that we will win !
JAIIYOUS EVERYONE!
thats all for now .....

2008-12-18T18:15:00.002+08:00

HI everyone!

anyway first congrats my sis able to get in to o level next yr!
HIP HIP HOORAY (:

one whole didn't train,
everybody got very tired from today's training,
a lot of poeple got sratch while got people fell down also .
and the sec ones played with the sec three pe at o,
good game there.
hahas .
that remind me that while they were playing we shouting all they way which make kimberly's ear hurt hahas.
after training went to eat with xin yee and vanessa,
went home next,
bathe got to sleep
but now kind of having headace):
just woke up not long and came to post that all (:
CHRISTMAS IS COMING! HOHOHO(:

2008-12-09T19:42:00.019+08:00

Japanese house in th botanic garden(M'sia)

Botanic Garden in malaysia

Pond of fish up in the garden

Another house

Beautiful flowers in the garden

a huge moth in toilet

Lilies in the garden

nice flower

see the cloudO.O

cold weather

cold weather

HAZY

white rabbit

2 months , black rabbit , very cute

3 months

seen this in singapore?

early in the morning

the viewing tower.

took this picture early in the morning during breakfast

oppsite of my room

view from my room

view from the entrance of my hotel block

clock tower

there's my mum, sis, and cousin hahas

my father standing beside the well

the resturant i ate for dinner

view from viewing tower

a beautiful white swan

it was raining on the way there

HI!

2008-12-09T19:36:00.002+08:00

YO! I'm back sorry so long never post(:
just came back from holidays (:
went to 2 different place,
first we went to FRANCE VILLAGE, next to genting.
At FRANCE VILLAGE took lots of photos
time to update it enjoy it (:

2008-11-07T16:42:00.000+08:00

different languages of I LOVE YOU

2008-10-20T20:16:00.001+08:00

ENGLISH ; i love you
POLISH ; ja kocham cibie
FRENCH ; je t'aime
HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae
CZECH ; miluji te
SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta
ITALIAN ; ti amo
UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu
GERMAN ; ish libe dish
CHINESE ; wo ai ni
GREEK ; s' agapo
HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi
LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu
KOREAN ; sa rang hae yo
JAPENESE ; aishiteru
ROMANIAN ; te ubsec
BOSNIAN ; volim te
ALBANIAN ; te dua
FILIPINO ; mahal kita
SPANISH ; te amo
PORTUGESE ; amo te
ARABIAN ; annah be hebic

I can sae I love YOU in 22 different languages.
send this to 21 people that YOU love the most.including me if i'm the one too!
if YOU get this back 10 times, it means that YOU are truly loved. [:

2008-10-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

2008-10-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

QUIZ being ask to do by NORRIS!

Insert 10 names below, be it a guy or girl - friend, as long it's not your family memeber...(:]
NO.1 Kimberly
NO.2 Crystal
NO.3 Haqima
NO.4 Hui Zhen
NO.5 Tommy
NO.6 Shawn
NO.7 Caitlin
NO.8 Li Ting
NO.9 Fabian
NO.10 Yi Fang

Please answer the question below honestly. YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM....

#When was your first time you've met No.5?[Tommy]
~ It was during the SL camp(:]

#What is your impression on No.3?[Haqima]
~ She always scolding me (hahas) NO larhs she is very jokeable

#Have you ever like No.1?[Kimberly]
~ You mean lesbian? YES LOLS JK
~friends obviously yarhs!

#What are the postive sides to No.2?[crystal]
~ crazy women
~ emo HAHAS

#What are the negative sidesn of No.10?[yi fang]
~attidude hahas (:]
~but has change a lot

#Have you every went to a mall with No.8 before?[li ting]
~YES! and lots of times

#Where does No.7 lives?[caitlin]
~in her feista world right?

#What is the craziest thing you'ver done with No.1?[kimberly]
~being mad!

#What is your relationship with No.9?[Fabian]
~Good Friends!

#Who does No.1 like?[kimberly]
~guess you should know

#Have No.2 made a girl/guy cry before?[crystal]
~yes! when she mentioned she wanted to transfer(:]

#Is No.3 a playboy/playgirl?[haqima]
~NO!

#Have you ever made ememies with No.4?[hui zhen]
~NO! she's a good person.

#Is No.5 a fun person?[tommy]
~yes he is a supppppeeeeerrrrr funny guy!

#Is No.6 a boring person a boring a person?[shawn]
~no he's also another joker !

#What is the worst thing No.7 did?[caitlin]
~ always eating! hahahas

#What does No.8 impress you?[li ting]
~she impress me on her craziness!

#Why did you insert No.9 name?[fabain]
~JOKER????

#How many people has number than like?[yi fang]
~maybe numerous, i dunno!

REMEMBER TO TAGGED THESE PPL AS WEL....
-KIMBERLY
-CRYSTAL
-Haqima
-Hui Zhen
-Tommy
-Shawn
-Caitlin
-Li Ting
- Fabian
-Yi Fang

I WANTED YOU (:]

2008-10-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

I Wanted You Lyrics

Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah

I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you

song introduced by clara NICE!

2008-10-02T18:08:00.003+08:00

Fall singer INA

I gave you all you desired

All that you needed

Boy, I provided

I let you into my head

Into my bed

And that's a privilege

I had you back at the answers

You took the dollars

I took the chances

Defended, battled and fought

Cuz I throught you really loved me

I don't know where to start or where to stop

No, but I know I am done

I've had enough

So fall out of my hands

Out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

you'll be sorry i'm not around

I will watch you

And you fall out of your mind

Out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall

Think of me

I'll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were ths strong one

I was the girl

And I was the young one

I kept your feet on the ground

My head in the rounds I had you

You told me you were so greatful

I was with you

And I was so faithful

Stood by in all that you said

And all that you did

I Loved you

I don't know how to act or what to say

But I know I am good

I'll be okay

And you fall out of my hands

Out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

You'll be sorry that I'm not around

I will watch you

And you fall out of your mind

Out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall

Think of me

I'll be on the top just watching you fall

So fall out of my hands

Out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

You'll be sorry that I'm not around

I will watch you

And you fall out of your mind

Out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall

Think of me

I'll be on the top just watching you fall

2008-09-20T14:29:00.004+08:00

Anything nice here
creative right(:

BORED!

2008-09-09T08:55:00.002+08:00

very tired yesterday haven had enough slepp,
ate medicine but 11 smth than sleep,
haven had enough energy to listenn in class wanted to sleep,
but after school still got tuition,
forget to mention that in I.T lesson.
doing nothing,
teacher let us play with the bursh but don't fell like,
don't feel like going tuition,
nothing to do yesterday went to SKCC with Kim & hui Zhen to eat lunch,
wanted to eat the laska but forget it was monday,
as the laska only on tuesday, thursday anf saturday,
sadded):,but me nnd hui zhen ate mee siam,
kim ate che cheong fun,
hope you all understand hahas,
nnd siew mai,
i drank teh beng,
while hui zhen drank lime juice & kim drank teh si beng.
hahas kind of diffcult to type out thise word,
i think i'm stayingt out of.......
i think only some knows nnd some don't know & i don't want to say,
the basketball training was nice hahas,
lime green & white barhs i think
nice,
i took S as li ting say that M was quite big so didn't want to have to big,
the price was less than $20,
quite cheap,
good job to li ting, kimberly, clara, ms chan & xin yee,
for choosing such a nice tee (: & thanks
trying to concentrate on studies as exams are coimg less than 3 weeks liaos,
don't want to fail,
fullstop(: that's all folks!

sleepy

2008-08-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

today whole day was kind of sleepy.
first period was science,
science was okkayys not sleepy at all,
answered teacher question rarely,
hahas,
next was I.T,
it is always that after science ended everybody will rush to the com lab,
dunno why,
but did teacher wanted us to do the stuff,
nnd played games too,
played rewujie with fabian, kimberly & gwen,
but sometimes is zhi cao played for me hahas,
after I.T was CDP,
hahas the sexuailty talked finally ended,
today's talk was about masturbation,
everybody became horny i think so hahas,
i think kennth was the excepted 1 who will get horny first barhs hahas,
after the talked waited the hui zhen in the class,
i think she got a problem in her head sia,
my class e3 she can walk into n1,
didn't eat anything during recess,
but instead when to do duty,
after duty while pushing back the cage,
saw kelvin, qiu zhen, & kun leng i think so,
qiu zhen nnd kelvin walk passed me like nothing happen like that than,
kun leng shouted from the back,
saying that, HELP POH YEE LEHs,
but in th end he helped me like never help like that,
push less than half a metre,
lols,
i was like WHat the,
after that when back to class was maths,
ms chew was going through pythgaros,
as trm we got test,
dunno whether i can pass this test a not,
after maths, was chinese,
lee lao shi came in & teach us how to write formal letter for chinese,
not sure, while doing it just now,
ask my sis on how to write some,
chinese was like super boring,
i slept for like 5-10 mins,
as i really cannot take the boringness,
woke up & is time for english hahas,
enlgish teacher, Mdm tan has to invigilate to o level,
i supposed,
so mr micheal chua(not sure on spelling his name)
took us,
he was very fierce,
the first thing he came in was like asking everybody to tuck in the shirt & bliuse,
& he will catch any safety pins & shoe laces,
i quickly take out my pin hahas,
gave us worksheet & was like the end of school but yet got CRT,
geography,
mrs tan was late for 5 mins i think so ,
my she ended quite fast ,
so after that went to eat at RP,
after eating dunno where to go at first,
but after that when back to school,
saw sec 1 boys training,
tring,
went shooting,
my skills deproved after didn't had 1 wekk! of training,
must work hard,
trm morning want to go school ealy as i want to train my 2k,
for the vistarian road run,
last year didn't participate,
got sick so luckily to get off from the 3.6 km!
this year must run,
JAIIYOUS!

that's the end folks.

&kimberly i am sorry to make you angry today,
i promised next time i played basketball with you after school,
if you want,
sorry don't angry please!

FUN!

2008-08-17T19:52:00.003+08:00

-SATURDAY-
yesterday has vistarian race & need to wake up early lorhs,
woke up at 6.15,
went to school late,
was supposed to meet at 7.00,
reach school at 7.15 with hui zhen,
hui zhen wasn't very good she couldn't run,
HUI ZHEN take cares,
anyway swopped places with li rong i think so ,
my place was supposed to be at Acient Civlisation Musem(ACM),
but change to Ngee Ann City, with Afiqah & Clara,
reach there at around 10 smth quite early,
first group came very early, was veritas,
but when the next gruop came it was reaching 2,
every group came quite late,
as the station was near botanic garden,
not every group managed to came us,
my station has a advertisment question which was quite funny,
like got qiu zhen porpose to rachel,
kit siong nnd jeric face to face like kissing like that,
very funny,
me afiqah nnd clara has lots of photo taken,
hahas, pei ting, say we keep on running her nnd there,
kind of boring so we walk everywhere,
hahas,
anyway after that went to botanic garden with, samuel 1 & samuel 2 ,
pei ting, donaban, nnd lydia,
clara nnd samuel 1 was very funny,
they was like kind of quarreling,
when we reach botanic garden,
most of the other sl & aliumini have reach,
but for hui zhen's group not yet,
anyway they gave us food to eat but we finshed them very fast,
& justitia was the overall champion,
after that went home with hui zhen, erwin and claraence,
hui zhen told me saw tommy but i didn't see,
anyway reach home around 6 smth,
went home used the com,
untili went to sleep,

fullstop(:

-SUNDAY-
today haven do much,
woke up at 10 smth,
ate breakfast,
when in to room and wanted to do my homework,
yet went to plat DS,
hahas,
cousins came to fix the com,
need to redownload everything again,
audi arhh, msn arhh,
mostly this two barhhs,
had dinner nnd now watching the olmypics,
table tennis,

bye bye(:

more blogging next time,

i didn't know whether haqima said is true a not,
but i think that i do misses him sometimes.

kind of angry!

2008-08-15T20:46:00.002+08:00

today was kind of angry & irritated,
today assembly started off by giving out lots of prizes(:
kind of bored,
but after that while walking back to class somebody irritated me!
nothing better to do !
after that class started off with science,
was kind of boring,
next was chinese,
chinese teacher was kind of pissed off,
coz got people sleeping in class than her lesson was kind of boring,
after english was at least better,
but we did dunno what QUIZ!
follow up was P.E.P.P,
at first everybody thought that need to go down & find Mr yon ,
but luckily when we went down he came up nnd everybody was like,
SIAN,
but starting was kind of funny cause me & kin was like making fun of mr yon,
he was kind of paiseh also hahas,
next recess,
at first it wasn't our duty,
but we offered to help jonathan as he didn't had time coz he need to do the prefect thingy,
after recess was GEO,
kind of boring but funny,
i was kind of satisfied with my test result,
kind of good,
but still must work hard,
after school couldn't find that ONG HUI ZHEN lorhs,
miss-ed call-ed her 19 times,
hahas kind fo irritated of looking for her,
anyway waited for her,
she today fell down , & it was like the same leg with me ):
ask my mother to buy 1415,
coz i fell down yesterday & today was her's,
anyway jin hui was kind of irritating lorhs,
the starting of the year when i knew him,
he didn't every beat me before lorhs,
than now is like dunno for what reasin he also beat me lorhs,
hate him can,
all the attitude the same one,
like the freaking DAMM guy,
aiiyah say about him, i get angry,
don't bother,

fullstop(:

i think that i kind of misses him when he doesn't talks to me,
whyy?

Thinking

2008-08-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

whole day was like kind of quiet.....
dunno why got this type of feelings....
anyway the whole day was kind of boring,
today first period, ms chang didn't came,
next was I.T.
bell rang everybody rush oout o fthe class nnd went straight right up to Com lab,
not becoz the leeson or teacher was insterting,
but they wanted to play games,
next was CDP,
but instead of Mr chin lesson,
we had sexualilty talk.
funny, me & haqima was laughing all the way,
& at some parts it think that the speaker had some points that where right,
which we shouldn't get into releationship at so young,
no more about this as i will continue to talk & related to him.....
next recess.
after that was maths,
listen to ms chew & never walk around the class today hehes(:
after maths was chinese,
boring but go through test paper,
i got 41.5/60,
if i think,
let mother sign, said i didn't study that's why didn't get high marks(i DID kkayys)
wanted to sleep in english lesson,
but when to the toliet nnd freshen myself up,(:
that's end of the school.
when to kim house next,
after that when home around 4 smth(:
pass by school,
saw Kelvin, Kit Siong, Darren & jeric playing 2 on 2
at that time i saw kit siong replying my masge hehes,
reach home watch the OLYMPICS,
OMG! the ladies were very strong when the carry the weight,
the heaviest they carry was 135kg.
is like freaking damm heavy can!
anyway dinner watch swiming,
the ladies weren't like ladies they were totally like men alright,
the size of their bodies were huge.

fullstop(:

Money Not Enough 2

2008-08-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

today holiday, suppose to sleep until very late yet got tuition in the morning,
BORING,
after tuition saw somebody that i didn't want to see,
OMG!
went home eat lunch after that went out nnd met mum at Ehub,
wanted to go there nnd watch Money Not Enough 2 at 2 o'clock,
but when we went there to buy the tickets, at first it was selling fast,
but in the end became sold out,
so had to take the 4.30 want,
nothing to do while waiting for the time to come,
starting walk around Ehub,
ask my mum to sit the ferris wheel,
but she & my sis didn't want,
say come with friends than sit,
"slack" in Ehub until 4.30,
wanted to play something in the arcade,
but didn't play in the end,
thus sat down at a place,
very BORING,
the show started at 4smth,
during the show there when happy stuff & unhappy stuff,
like int he end,
the grandmother sacrifice herself to save the granddaughter lorhs,
so touching,
they make up the face until kind of scary,
but there is some parts that make us laugh a lot,
after the movie,
met my father, when to BEDOK & eat Ba Cho Mee,
last time stay in bedok always eat,
but now moved already still got go back there nnd eat,
eat until kind of full,
came home bathe now blogging.

Fullstop.(:

SEOUL GARDEN!

2008-08-08T16:35:00.002+08:00

today went to school in slipper,
luckily nobody laugh at me,
but kept asking me what happen,
kind of irritated,
school started with national parade,
nnd performance was great espically the BAND!
after parade,
went for carnival,
got a lot of food to eat nnd got chocolate fountain,
got banana, marshmallow, lots of stuff,
got ice creams, muffins, hotdog, ETC,
after that meet at G.O.,
nnd follow on went to Seoul garden nnd eat,
OMG, there is lots of people,
nnd we were very noisy there,
as trm is tracy birthday,
we bought a cake for her,
MR yon & Coach were there too,
lastly we played some games there nnd went home,
coach, ms chan & mr yon went back first as we wanted to play arcade,
but we didn't play as there is lots of people,
so gwen nnd xin yee went back next as gwen have tution later on.
lastly me,clara,kimberly,tracy,vivian,miao san & ai hua,
we went home together,
when we were on the bus,
suddenly the bus screech,
everybody fell except for ai hua as she is sitting,
everyone didn't grab tight,
i was the last girl so i had to support them,
next i just dunno why is it so funny that tray laughed until she cried,
everybody in the bus got so irritated with her,
but she just can't stop laughing, but yet miao san keep on making her laugh.
finally reach home, came to blog.

PISSED MAN!

2008-08-07T17:26:00.003+08:00

don't want to mention liiaos coz i think everybody knows about it,
now i'll just let the time pass & see what will happen,
although forgiving her isn't good enough,
but i just don't want to let matter blow,
anyway today taking xin yee the chuppa ballon,
running everywhere nnd hitting people hahas,
fun, got a bit crazy after i cried,
everybody will think that i got porblem,
hehes,
trm going eat soul garden YEAH!
watching soccer now on chanel five i think is olympics want barhs,
quality not very good,
suddenly keep on black out lorhs,
miis out some parts,
anyway is BRAZIL against BELGUIM,
i support BRAZIL HAHAS!
so see for fun.
NND mostly need to thanks xin yee, clara nnd gwen to solve the problem.
i know i've not been treating you all well nnd yet all of you did this,
THANKS A LOT!

2008-08-05T17:40:00.000+08:00

hiie !

2008-08-05T17:30:00.002+08:00

although came back to post but got nothing to post.
today wholde day in school only noe how to eat hahas!
-first period-
science nothing same the always very boring,
-second-
IT! being force by teacher to do lorhs,
cannot play com,
vivian & kim play rewujie.
hehes
-third-
CDP, listen to national day songs,
say out what is our wish for singapore 43rd b'dae,
MAMA say her both fav idol in 1 day
hahas!
-Recess-
-fourth-
maths,
first time never walk about in ms chew lesson,
lols
-fifth-
chinese got test forget to study,
got 2 question never do !
scared that failed!
-last-
english, also see video,
dunno what video,
boring!
END OF SCHOOL!
got home play audi,
get to know a girl in audi,
same school as me,
but in 1e1,
name jolynn,(should be spell correctly)
hahas.
end of post see you other day!

2008-08-02T22:00:00.004+08:00

France
Japan
Korea
Japan
USA-Georgia state China
Iran
Spain
Netherlands

Which One do you like?
LOLS
My mum send me this hehes,
i like the Netherlands,
thought of coming back to blog,
seems like only lyrics.

2008-07-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

Never had a dream come true

2008-07-25T20:47:00.001+08:00

Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

2008-07-24T21:31:00.001+08:00

Kiss - Because I'm a Girl

Yuh Ja Ee Ni Ka

Do dae cheh all soo ga obbso, namja duel ee ma eum
won hal daeng un jeg go, da joo ni ee jen dduh nan deh
ee run juk chuh eum ee ra go, nuh nun tuk byul ha da nun
kul mal eul mid usso, nae gen haeng bok ee ussuh

Maul eul ha ji kuh rae suh, nae ga shil uh jyot da go
nun ji ga ob nun nah nuel bo chae gi man haessuh
nuh reul yok ha myun suh do, man ee kuh ri eul go ya
sarang ee jun boo een na nun yuh ja ee ni ka

Mo deun gul ship geh da joo myun
kum bang shil jung nae nun geh
namja deul ussuh tuel rin mal kat ji ahn ah
da shi nun sok ji anh oh ri, ma eum muk uh ji man
ddo da shi sarang eh moo nuh ji nun geh yuh ja ya

Maul eul ha ji kuh rae suh, nae ga shil uh jyot da go
nun ji ga ob nun nah nuel bo chae gi man haessuh
nuh reul yok ha myun suh do, man ee kuh ri eul go ya
sarang ee jun boo een na nun yuh ja ee ni ka

[narration]
Oh nuel oo rin hae yuh jyot ssuh
boo dee hang bok ha rah go
noh boh dah joh eun sah ram mahn nah gil bah rahn dah go
noh doh dah reun nam ja rang ddok kat tae
nal sarang han dah go mahl han dden on jeh go
sul jik hee na... nee gah jahl den eun goh shi roh
na bo dah yeh boon yuhja mahn na hang bok ha geh jahl sahl myun oh tok hae
keu roh dah nahl jung mahl Eee joh boh rhee myun oh tok hae
nahn Ee rok keh him deun deh.. him deul roh jook ket neun deh
ah jik doh nohl noh moo sarang ha neun deh

Sarang eul wi hae suh ra myun
mo deun da hal soo it nun
yuh ja ee chak han bun nung eul
ee young ha ji nun mal ah jwo

Han yuh ja yo tae unna, sarang bahd go sa nun geh
ee ruh geh him duel go, oh ryul eul jul molla suh

nuh reul yok ha myun suh do, man ee kuh ri eul go ya
sarang ee jun boo een na nun yuh ja ee ni ka
nuh reul yok ha myun suh do, man ee kuh ri eul go ya
sarang ee jun boo een na nun yuh ja ee ni ka

[english]
* I just can't understand the ways, Of all the
men and their mistakes. You give them all your
heart, and then they rip it all away...

- You told me how much you loved me, And how our
love was meant to be. And i believed in you, i
thought that you would set me free...

(chorus)

You should've just told me the truth, That i
wasn't the girl for you... Still i didn't have a
clue, So my heart depended on You... Whoah

Although i'll say 'i hate u' now, Although i'll
shout and curse you out... I'll always have love
for you, Because i am a girl

* Been told a man will leave you cold, Get sick
of you and bored... I know that it's no lie, I
gave my all still i just cry. Never again will i
be fooled, to give my all when nothing's true...
I won't be played again, but i will fall in love
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/18 ]
again...

(chorus) You should've just told me the truth,
That i wasn't the girl for you... Still i didn't
have a clue, So my heart depended on You... Whoah

Although i'll say 'i hate u' now, Although i'll
shout and curse you out... I'll always have love
for you, Because i am a girl

--- I loved u so... now u leave me in the cold,
How could this be, i thought that u'd only love
me... Into the night, i will pray that you're
alright.. You hurt me so, I just can't let u go
---

(bridge)

You took advantage of my willingness to do
anything for love, Now i'm the only one in pain...
will you please take it all away~ Oh~

(chorus)

Never thought born being a girl, How i can love
you and be burned... And now i will build a wall,
to never get torn again~

Although i'll say 'i hate u' now, Although i'll
shout and curse you out... I'll always have love
for you, Because i am a girl

Although i'll say 'i hate u' now, Although i'll
shout and curse you out... I'll always have love
for you, Because i am a girl

Korean - Kiss - Because Im A Girl - kiss

2008-07-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

fall for you - secondhand serenade

More Than Words - Westlife

2008-07-24T21:21:00.001+08:00

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,

What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,

It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you...
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More Than Words - Westlife

2008-07-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

不明不白不说出来
任由遗憾在回忆徘徊
试着习惯没有你的空白
独自陪伴孤单却发现好难挨

来不及回那一天
我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面
如今却消失不见

来不及说的明天
对我们都太珍贵
就让时间冲淡这一切
把眼泪全藏在心里面

棒棒堂-那一天

整夜难眠谁想起谁
过去的照片留我想念
天亮以后我逆着光回味
几分几点是谁曾回来过身边

来不及回那一天
我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面
如今却消失不见

来不及说的明天
对我们都太珍贵
就让时间冲淡这一切
把眼泪全藏在心里面

如果不是你出现那一天
或许我没真的爱过

来不及回那一天
我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面
如今却消失不见

来不及说的明天
对我们都太珍贵
就让时间冲淡这一切
把眼泪全藏在心里面

来不及回那一天
我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面
如今却消失不见

来不及说的明天
对我们都太珍贵
就让时间冲淡这一切
把眼泪全藏在心里面

2008-07-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

已经听了一百遍
怎么听都不会倦
从白天唱到黑夜
你一直在身边(一直在身边)

如果世界太危险
只有音乐最安全
带着我进梦里面
让歌词都实现

无论是开心还是难过
我的爱一直不变
不必担心世界有时带走一切
不论是hiphop还是摇滚
我的爱一直不变
所有美好回忆记录在里面
这张forever love那么深
我们的歌那么真
不过界跨时代
再不会叫kiss goodbye
有没有一句能够动人心弦
ye ye

情人总分分合合
可是我们却越爱越深
认识你让我的幸福
如此悦耳

能不能不要切歌
继续唱我们的歌
让感动一辈子都记得

2008-07-13T12:20:00.003+08:00

Yeaah
heyy heyy

That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhh
oh yeah

It's how much I love you
It's how nuch I need you
It's how much I love you (ohh)
It's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you
Sooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you soo
And I hate that I love you soo sooo

真爱♥

2008-07-13T12:03:00.002+08:00

hu hu hu hu hu hu hu
记忆像游乐园般精采
我们像对恋人相爱
幸福是应该不会是当然
只怪我们都太贪玩
思念像云朵般柔软
而你静静躺在我胸怀
我像是任性走失的小孩
紧紧抱着孤单
我们都曾经明白也都曾经遗憾
错过了爱就难以重来
不要害怕去坦白怕容易被你宠坏
忘了该与不该
到哪里找回真爱找回所有遗憾
爱的真相就能够解开
多给我一些片段拼凑未知的意外
失去记忆最初的爱

我是被你遗忘的精采
你却带着记忆离开
心跳是我们唯一的呼喊
提醒我们曾经相爱
你的笑像阳光般灿烂
小心翼翼藏在我口袋
在我脆弱时给了我温暖
谁也无法取代
但我们都曾明白也都曾经遗憾
一旦错过就难以重来
不要害怕去坦白怕又容易被宠坏
忘了该与不该
到哪里找回真爱找回所有遗憾
爱的真相就能够解开
多给我一些片段拼凑未知的意外
失去记忆最初的爱

♥ 我不配

2008-07-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

男人女人

2008-07-12T21:10:00.002+08:00

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人
男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人

take a bow♥

2008-07-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

Ohh,
How 'bout a round of applause,
Yeah,
Standing ovation,
Ooohh,
Yeah (x5)

you look so dumb right now
standing outside my house
trying to apoloizeyour
so ugly when you cry
Please!
just cut it out

Don't tell me your sorry
coz' your not,
Baby, when I know your only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show, very entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow
Ooohhh

Grab your clothes and get gone
you better hurry up
before the sprinklers come on
talking 'bout
girl I love you your the one
this just looks like a re-run
Please!
what else is on?
Ooohh

And don't tell me your sorry
coz' your not,
Baby, when I know your only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show, very entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow
Ooohhh

And the award for the best liar gos to you
for makin' me believe that you could be
faithful to me, lets
hear your speech
Ooohh

How bout a round of applause
Standing ovation

Don't tell me your sorry
coz' your not,
Baby, when I know your only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show, very entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow
Ooohhh

But its over now...

2008-07-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

2008-07-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

2008-07-06T20:31:00.003+08:00

from no onwards ,

no more bloging,

stops me from looking at poeple's blog,

which has mention his name,

stop me from making myself sad again,

stop me from thinking of him,

stop me from doing anything which

relates to him,

but i will only be posting pictutres which,

shows how my feelings are ......

TAGS will stil be reply but it will be quite along time than i reply,

sorry if anyone wants to noe what's going with me,

ue will not noe as it makes cry over again.

reply tagged:

Crystal: i Know you are a good listener,and i know you can't do anything.

but it's too late now to turn things back, and i know time can't be turn back,

so the only thing i can is to look forward everyday with what happening,

stop talking about and dont' even bother about him, Thanks for the encouragement

sweetie, you are the best (:

Gwen: Thanks and i know that his not worth me to cry so much , i will try my best to do

everything i can, and i hope you would like to help me (:

Li Ting: Ah mei jaiiyous also (:

1st JULY!

2008-07-01T09:20:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to him(:
may your wishes all come true(:
&& ue've finally turn 14!
see ue so happy everyday makes my day happy too,
i hope ue dun mind what i've tell ue yesterday,
coz i still cannot accept the fact,
but i really wish we could be friends(:
anyywayy boys jaiiyous for the match later with northview,
Anyway ue will not noe what's going to happen to ue th coming road,
so just be friends&& this iish what i wish for,
i wouldn't wish for a patch&& wouldn't wish tht ue could be like th last time,
so i really wish ue all the best(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

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2008-06-29T22:01:00.003+08:00

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POH YEE !

CHEER UP!

UE DOESN'T WANT HIM TO SEE UE IN THIS WAY!

&& HE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE UE IN THIS WAY !

UE HAD A GOOD TIME WITH HIM (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

GIRL❤

2008-06-12T22:24:00.006+08:00

girl whyy do ue have to do this to yourself?
ue tried to forget the unhappy stuff && only remember the happy stuff,
but did ue ?
ue did not!
&& not only ue did not,
ue bluff everyone with your laughter && made everyone belived it.
how could ue do that?!
this isn't a good thing to do,
although it isn't a sin but it's a crime that ue did to urself,
ue tried to cheer others up but not ue,
nnd when ue tried tuu let some of your unhappy stuff out,
ue can't coz there will always be some of your friends there to cheer ue up,
&& sometimes they doesn't noe what iish with ue that make ue so unhappy,
ue really hope that there's someone you could pour out all your sorrows to,
but who ?
everyone already has a problem that needs ue to help them,
&& ue dun feel like adding more problems to them,
so the best way that ue think iish to keep it to yourself,
but girl the more you keep it to yourself the more it makes ue unhappy,
so there's nothing ue can do,
but i really hope that ue can really the forget all those stuff that make ue unhappy!
dun always think so far,
think of positive stuff that always makes ue happy!
CHEERUP && whtmore sometimes ur boy doesn't even noe wht th hell iis he wrong,
ue need to tell him wht happen than he will realise it!
nnd ue've been thinking that ue && him are getting further && further apart,
he seriously do ❤ ue but do ue?
i noe that sometimes ue realise that ue are caring for him && not ❤ing him!
so what can ue do ?
First option = BREAK UP
Second option = Continue to care for him
Third option = DO BOTH!
but ue can't possible be choosing the third option right?
how could ue continue to care him even thought ue break?
ue doesn't even want to talk to him!
so now the best wayy iish to CALM yourself ,
STOP being so CONFUSED,
&& THINK carefully of what option you should be CHOOSING!

PS:TO her if think that i'm scolding ue,
think carefully,
i've never even talked to ue before,
i dun even noe what th hell ue are doing in school,
orhs at outside.

holidays!!

2008-06-09T18:36:00.002+08:00

i hate it during june holidays,
there are so many homeoworks to do espically on june holiday,
whyy must teacher give us so many homeworks to do ,
one of my friend said that they didn't eat their medicine,
lols LMAOS,
but i do agree that they do have a bit mental in their mind.
a month at least we have 5-9 homeworks to do ,
but actually the more they give the more they have to mark,
they have to mark more than a class while we only have to do our one && only one
so the more they give the more they mark,
but it's a bit of craziness that they give so many lorhs,
hate teachers during holidays,
give all subject the homework!

Yesterday had a match with SCGS!
Singapore Chinese Girls School!
&& everybody hate that REFREE!
without any reason he would blow the wishilet(not sure of how to spell)
everybody was piss of with him!
what kind of REFREE iish he?
but our match we lost!
2 against 2smth,
but we had experience gain!
looking forward to another match aginst Unity Sec!
JAIIYOUSS everyone!
we must do our best !
&& i'm looking forward to the SL camp next week,
but i must complete all my homework by this week.......
SOBBING........
F*K OFF MAN!
HOMEWORKS!!! I HATE IT !!!

WOHHHHHH!!!!!

2008-06-04T20:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday match we lost
NORTH VISTA04/20+DUNMAN not very sure,
but coach was schock that we played so well yesterday,
he didn't thought that we would perform so well,
but today we won!!!!!
NORTH VISTA 28/19 (should be)MACHPERSON,
everyone was so happy!!!!!
kimberly scored 3 balls,
while clara at the last quater scored 2,
the first one she scored at her normal wayysss,
but at the second wanna coach said that,
she doesn't need anything angle&& she can just shoot,
everyone was so impressed,
after the match,
everyone went tuu ask her,
can teach me how did ue shoot by that wayy?
she was laughing all the wayy,
hahas ,
but GGOOODDD JJJOOOBBB everyone!!!!
YOU ALL DID A NICE JOB TODAY!
JAIIYOUS for all the other matches kkayys!!!!

Home Sweet Home❤

2008-05-31T16:19:00.006+08:00

A Family Photo❤

A Couple❤

Peek A BOO!❤

Finally! got back home nnd got tuu sleep on mye lovely bed!
Camp was tiring but we've learnt a lot things although we gots lots of aches!
First night i knew that i slept until like a pig!
But second night couldn't sleep much,
Everyone didn't sleep execpt me ( i think)
But eevryone was playing like hell,
At first they 'TAOPOK' ms chan !
After that should be xin yee!
They were screaming like hell,
&& i noe that they were just having,
so i tried tuu cover mye ears while they were playing,
But luckily clara save me when she ask Gwen ,Xin Yee, Rachel tuu accomoany her tuu refil her bottle at least the noiseness when down, so i was able tuu go back tuu sleep ,
But byy the time it was alrready 2+ so not enough time for me tuu sleep, but no choice.
Morning couldn't wake up, TOO tired ,
didn't get much rest , thus mye eyes was like kind of swollen.
but after training when back home directly,
when reach home ,
unpack my stuff nnd when tuu sleep again.
woke up eat luch nnd have been using the com until now,
eating sweett,
very cute sweet took some pictures of it.
BBYYE! Enjoy your holidays everyone,
&& crystal , I will miss YOU!❤ && Hope Ue will meets good friends there!

holidays started!

2008-05-24T18:15:00.002+08:00

this morning wake up very early coz need tuu go school at 8 something than need listen the talk about the how tuu choose ue subjects nnd another talk for parents on how tuu motivate them tuu help us in study, kind of funny but still very boring,after that went tuu class nnd take report book, my mother ask mr tan so many thing lorhs, still say what i kept on going out than never study,=,=

when come home wanted tuu go out but nobody tuu ask,
in the end lying on mye bed until 2 smth than mother woke up eat lunch than after lunch when to sleep until 6 something than wake, nnd woke up came tuu update my blog.

holidays coming but there is lots of project , homework , nnd training coming up, nnd ther's more i still have two camp coming on, one iish basketball the other iish SL camp.
finally tha's all i could blogged today post more on the other days kkayys❤

made tuu do it .

2008-05-19T20:55:00.002+08:00

been asked t do this quiz by caitlin(:
so, hre goes.

1) whn will th sun nt shiine & whn will th world end ?
th sun will nt shiine whn im blinnd -_- , && th world will end whn i say so :p
2) what do ue want th most now ?
i want to level th best for everythingy(:
3) do ue believe in after life ?
what bout uee?
4) do ue hate ure friends sometimes ?
yeess, when they left me aloonne dunno what iive wantted:x
5) whn do ue wish t die ?
i wiish t die only whn i've fufiled my wiishes .
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes, i`ve seen it before :D
7) whad impossible things do ue wish t do ?
3 letters 1word . F.L.Y
8) Do you believe in eternity love?
i do. but others dun't.
9) Have you broken someone heart?
yes, && it made me cried badly.
10) What feeling do you love most?
being love &&&& happy!!
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
not much . cause no one is perfect . what he can give me th most let hiim chhoose ??
12) What feeling do you hate the most?
lonelysome ; stressed ; missing hiim badlly!!
13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
definitely yes :D
14) Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
holiday, and jobs if possible :p
15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
friends, family & my love .
16) who do ue hope to be always thre fer ue ?
family, friiends & boyfriiend :D
17) do ue find life meaningless ?d
epends . laughter makes me forget abt whad makes life meaningless . bt thre are some things tht make me wnat t end life .
18) who do ue love th most ?
all my lovely close friiends & gans & him :DDDDD
19) whad's ure greatest wish ?
for all my wiishes t come true
2o) do ue like candy ?h
I LOVE THEM LIKE HELL! X:

iinstructions: remove 1 question from above, & add in ure personal question, thn tag 8 people in ure list, list them out at th end of this post .notify them in their chatbox tht he / she has been tagged .whoever does th tag will hav a blessing from all . here it goes .. add this question in, "do ue like candy ?" & i wnana tag:
1_ GWENx33
2_KIMBERLYx33
3_LI YI x33
4_LI TINGx33
5_WEI ZHENGx33
6_CRYSTALx33
7_JULIAx33
8_HAQIMAx33

Tired!

2008-05-15T20:32:00.002+08:00

today after school got training than very tired!
whatmore the sun so tired!
never mind coz match coming so must train hard!
i must train hard for my shooting skills liiaos !
ot very good!
got chace to shot but rarely get in ,
very ANGRY with MYSELF!
TWO MORE DAYS!
to my second month!
congrats tuu haqima nnd shawn for their first month!
last long kkayys!
dun break easily , nnd dun fight easily!
nnd worse dun break becoz of a B*TCH
bbyye nnd i finally updated so dun scold me !

EXAMS!

2008-04-27T12:28:00.003+08:00

OMG! Exams are just round the corner.
Everybody busing studying,
Trm is english paper,
my english is always not good dunno whether will get good result a not.
hope at least tuu get a C for english.
iie don't want to drop ,
if can i prefer to saty in e3.
Nothing to post lehs.
coz need to study hard.
just come to WISH EVERYONE GOOD LUCK IN YOUR EXAMS!
Now everybody is stress up , i not expected .
so got to go back nnd study .
bbyye Good luck for exams!

Whooo!!!!

2008-04-14T18:17:00.002+08:00

Finally went tuu sit Singapore Flyer which was the ferries wheel.
Although it was worth it , but the ticket was kinda expensive.
But mye father had a offer, that taxi driver's buy it will be cheaper .
1 Round took about 45 mins . the wheel will not stop when ue are alighting but if there iish wheelchair bounded people , they will stop for them tuu go into the cabin nnd out.
1 cabin can sit for about 20 + people , but when ue get in it doesn't seems tuu be 20+ people.
Coz the cabin iish kind of big .
We took around evening time for the first half of the round it was bright but the next half it started tuu darken, nnd the wheel begin tuu light up . The colour was nice.
Iie couldn't took the whole ferries wheel as it was big , could only take some parts .
Altought it was very high but Singapore's view iish like only HDB flat everywhere.
So coudn't see any nice view.
Finally fulfiled one of mye wish but there more chance next time.
Expensive the ticket .
If iim only able tuu take once in this life it's great tuu me.
took pictures of it but lazy tuu post .
Bbye Bbye.

To:......
Iie really want tuu be friends ,
iim not snatching ur friends away nor am iie treating ue badly,
but iish like sometimes ue treat me good sometimes ue treat me bad,
iie really have no intention of snacthing ur friends away orhs tuu anything tuu ue.
coz doing anything tuu ue,
it doesn't have good things in return,
if ue think iim snatching ur friends away,
okkayys than will stop myeself from talking tuu them orhs what.
if this iish what ue want me tuu do,
than iie will do it.
must it be that both of us being together iish so diffcult,
iie noe iie've done ue wrong lots of time ,
but everybody said let bygones be bygones right.
ue can't be always be keeping bad things in ur mind nnd heart forever .
iie noe nothing can mend our relationship,
if ue think iim always snacthing ur things away,
please don't have this type of thinking can,
iie really of no intention of it .
if we really can't be friends back.
lets not be enemys can.
being enemy only harm ourself but not others .
iie will stop everything if ue really don't want me tuu do.

( IF THOSE WHO WANNA NOE WHAT HAPPEN , DON'T ASK . COZ DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING!)

Had a Lot Of Fun!!!

2008-04-13T12:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had a lot of fun.(:
Morning got CIP, woke up byy mye mum.
she arhs. went tuu on the room lights which was so bright that make me woke up.
couldn't she use her room mirror nnd lights, whyy must see come tuu our room nnd use mye sis mirror nnd woke up early in the 6. ?
but alrigth iie pack mye things nnd when back tuu sleep again.
funny right. still can go back nnd sleep.
but no choice. iie was very tired the day before.

CIP started at eight.
CIP mye class the location was suppose tuu be at hougang green,
but we went tuu TPY. far right.
but collect a lot of money.
The tin can was kind of heavy but not as heavy as li ting.
her class location was at Kovan nnd she filled the tin can like half.
heavy.After that went tuu xin yee's hus. waited for her tuu change.
When tuu mye hus than, Change liiaos , eat lunch. than went tuu Qian ling's party.
had a lot of fun there, but very pity iie can't go in water nnd play.
Miss the fun in there, they threw water bomb at each other, but iie didn't threw at anyone,
no one threw me too. hahas.
althought didn't get tuu went into the swimming pool but also got wet.
Xin yee came up nnd hug me which made me wet too.
But lucky did brought extra clothing.
after that went tuu eat cake.
after the cake went home.
reach home around 11 smth.
he reach home around 12 smth .
who ask him stay so far.
bbyye bbyye for now.
iie try tuu update often kkayys.

Birthday But.....

2008-03-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!
iie damm will remember today lorhs...
ue noe iish mye birthday....
morning iie got training ... okkayys larhs...
next day got the freaking camp...!!!!
but ue noe what happen today.....
while iie was playing match .... common for the last thing of our training...
just started ..... iie wanting tuu run nnd chase the person who iish taking the ball nnd actttacking...... but tuu mye surprise..... iie trip over mye senior leg nnd fell....
at first iie fell on mye kness nnd strach against the court floor....
after that iie still cannot balance myeself..... nd yet iie fell on mye face nnd strach against the floor ..... nnd now in I.T lesson blogging nnd the wounds so damm painful......
after iie fell down xin yee nnd clara took me tuu general office tuu apply medication....
while applyiing they uses alcohol nnd damp mye wound tuu rub away dirt nnd sand....
while applyiing it was so damm painful lorhs......iie held mye pain nd grab the pillow nnd xin yee hand..... really was so the damm painful lorhs.... iie nearly crying out lorhs....but iie did not nnd iie also dunno whyy..... while walking back tuu basketball court... nesaw me nnd ask what happen iie couldn't asn them anything but it was xin yee nnd clara who help me tuu ans......everybody said iie very poorthing on mye birthday fell down utnil like that lorhs..... iie also very sad lorhs but never mind mye friends did wish me a happy birthday.... nnd iie was very happy although recived much birthday present.......
this iish mye worst birthday lorhs.....
first time fell down on mye birthday....
iie really don't wanna anything tuu happen any more on mye birthday.....
nnd this iish one of mye birthday wish.....
iie really hope that mye wish will come true.....

time tuu log out liiaos having nothing tuu do at camp ..... can't play water activities... can't do this can't do that... nnd 3 days can't use com nnd no niice bed tuu sleep.......after having a fell iie wish everything willl go soomthly for me.... for as long as iie wish....

bbyye for now ... waiting for mye story after iie cum back after camp kkayys........

IIE"LL BE DIED

2008-03-17T15:45:00.002+08:00

hiie(:
iie noe dun have tuu scold me coz iie dunno how long iie never update liiaos than now everybody scold me . hahas lols.

today got the uniform check!
waloa........
Mr Rashidin nnd Ms Lin Si Min cum our class during science lesson just nice we was talking about our human reproductive system .
iie wasn't concentrating coz iie was looking out whether they are coming a not?
when they came iie unfold mye skirt , it touch the knee but yet that lin si sim never see jiu ask me go out ,
coz she catch me once before.
iie called mye mum after that ,
than at first she told me tuu tied up mye hair unfold mye skirrt nnd go back classroom ,
but iie never nnd went tuu serangoon nnd find dominique they all,
mother called ask whether iie was back in school, iie told her on the way ,
than she never ask much,
the second time she called ,
she knew iie wasn't in school so she ask me tuu go back immediately,
went tuu buyy water nnd went home,
clara nnd dominique send me tuu the bus stop,
reach home mther called twice too ,
than byy the time she called iie was already in the lift ,
she told me that she will come back nnd settle,
nnd also said that there won't be a next time already,
but this check also not everybody wanted,
alot of people kena suspension for the day.

that's for today finally got update hor.
see everybody in school trm, bbyyeu bbyyeus (:

tired nnd feeling sick already .

2008-02-20T18:20:00.005+08:00

ue dun wanna be tuu sayy than iie dun sayy.
but always on this very dayy ue always get angry nnd doesn't want tuu tell me what happen .
ue dun wanna tell me than iie cannot do anything tuu make ue cool down right.
nnd iie also dunno what thing that can be told nnd what thing that cannot be told .
than after that ue not ***** than ue sayy iish iie do **** that make ue not happy .
see this iish what iie get .
fine ue dun wanna me tuu sayy iie dun sayy nnd iie won't talk anymore .

making ue happy iish diffcult .
nnd after that ue sayy iish mye fault .
than ue cry .
ue think only ue the only one getting hurt itiz .
iim tired of being ur good friend .
iim always making ue happiie ,
yet ue are the one that makes me cry .
so there iish no use for me tuu carryy on talking .
from now on iie will shut mye mouth .
what ue wanna do ue do iie won't interfere aniimore .

now just let me live like iie used tuu biie .
happiie nnd free of problems .

iim realliie gettiing sick nnd tired .
there iish nothing that helps me now .
but sitting in slinence nnd go on mye life the boring wayy.
life goes on the wayy without anything iie needed nnd iie dun need.

disappointed nnd always.

2008-02-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

came back for posting lazy tuu post after chinese new year .

today's VALENTINE DAY!
everybody's giving persent in school.
fun . never get musch but witing for it trm.
gave a lot people .
mum scolded me for this .
what the !
iish she jealous , coz she doesn't gets any .
but yesterady she got a flower from her office.
but iie didn't saw it .
went tuu airport , tuu the candy empire.
spent mye money which iie won when was playing blackjack during chinese new year .

after iie've been thinking iie been treating her so good yet iim getting this kind of ans back from her .
what can iie do.
ii've done her worng ,
but ii've already apolo.
she doesn't think that it's usefull .
so ii've been trying tuu make up tuu her .
but no metter what iie do iie will always get the same thing in return .
so tuu them everything iie do will always be getting the wrong ideas from other .
ii've tired mye best,
nnd no matter how good iim tuu them ,
they will always be taking the wrong side of me .
for now iie think iie will letting myeself go away from the time being .
what iie will do iish concentrate on studies .
feeling tired of being good but always being known as the bad one .

iie noe that ue all call nnd ask me iish that whether iie got go out.
iie tell if ue want me tuu do that iie will !
ii've already told ue that iim not going tuu be a ***** kkaiies .
ue dun belive iie dun care coz what all of ue all think iish that ue are tha angel and iim the devil .
ii've also already explain .
whatmore today iish valentine nnd iie dun ue like it if ie do that tuu ue right . ?!
tuu ue valentine iish tuu have special time with the person ue like .
nnd ue also dun wanna be spoil by other just becoz **** friend likes ........
ue dun understand than dun understand .
ue did what tuu her iie noe ,
just becoz of that .
iish not that iie wanna be mean orhs .
fine iim not writing on anymore .
(dun noe what it means dun ask me . )
(nnd iim not going tuu reply about this post )

anywayy HAPPY VANLENTINE"S DAYS .
tuu all who ii've known .

CNY ON THE WAY

2008-02-03T11:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah ! chinese new year on the wayy .
can collect a lot of red packets.
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on last wedensday just got tuu noe his name but still duno what class iish he in .
trying tuu noe byy htiis week .
don't dare tuu take his number.
dunno what got into me .
iie last time don't relly like jiedi lian .
than now this has got into me .
iie cannot help but liking him .
iie think iie like him the reason iish that he looks a bit like mye ex.
what more he also plays basketball .
the height about the same .
charcter also about the same .
iie think this iish the reason .
but if this iish the reason .
iie think iim taking him as replacment of mye ex.
after what iie saw him at the slingers match iie been thinking that,
iie've been really taking him as an replacement of him .
but what choice can iie do .
iie masge him he doesn't wanna reply mye masge .
nnd iie wanna ask carefully what he wants but he doesn't reaply .
so iim trying tuu forget him nnd start a new begining .
nnd iim trying tuu forget marcus tuu .
iie think nobody likes me doing this type of stuff .
so iie will not be liking the both of them .
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yesterdayy went tuu mye anut hus tuu make pineapple tarts .
done quite a lot .
bringing tuu school nnd letting mye friends tuu try .
like what iie did last year .
brought one container.
not within 2 hour it's going tuu be finsh .
iish it so nice.
ue noe whyy iie ask that coz every once a year iie will be doing pineapple tarts .
so iie will eating the same thing each year but it's kind of delicous .

that's for all wish everyone a happy chinese new year .

thiNking of sOmeOne

2008-01-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

iie can't help it.
whyy does this have tuu happen .
but if iie kept on thinking of him iie will go burts .
loving ue iish worse than loving others .
no one noes who ue are expect....
iif ue are willingly. iie would want ue as mye stead .
but iie can't iie dun even noe what's ur name .
nnd whatmore ue are samller than me.
nnd becoz of this maybe people will sayy that .
but iie doubt ue will like me .
feeling very frusted nnd very irraited a bout this.
all iie can do iish tuu sit nnd look at ue in one corner .
but ue don't noe who iim am.
nnd iie think that people will not agreed that iie will like ue .
sitting nnd thinking of ue make sme crazy tuu.
iim really crazy about ue .
there's iish nothing iie can do .
when it's in school iie will be always looking at ue will ue don't noe that iim looking .
nnd iif ue got stead iie think iie should really try tuu forgot ue.
iie wanna noe ue more nnd make freinds with ue first ......
iie dun wanna ue tuu be scared nnd surprise about me .
missing about ue iish so tired iie really hope ue can be mye stead.
bbyye bbyye .
miis ue .

2008-01-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

this time iie really surrender iie feel that there iish no point fighting on .
but iie really can't control what ue aare doing .
do whateva things ue wanna nnd iie dun wanna bother .
but if it hurts any of myefriends iie can't help it .
but iim always the one getting hurt instead of anyone .
nnd iie doubt nobody understands .
but if ue sayy that iim acting pitiful .
say whateva ue wanna .
it's ur mouth iie can't do anything .
always fighting with anyone iie will always be the one which will surrender .
coz they always get people nnd come nnd find me trouble.
while this thing iish small yet they wanna find it big .
like what she did .
she ask wendy tuu call me nnd ask me tuu stop it .
nnd whatmore they got no fear at all .
all iie wanna do iish tuu get my friends attention.
but this iish what iie get .
troubles. which gangs will come nnd find me .
having getting friends attention iish so diffcult.
so iif this must happen iie perfer tuu have no friends .
nnd be alone foreva .
be like what they sayy antisocial .
whatmore iie never tell anyone of mye family what happens .
coz iie don't wanna them tuu noe what have happen in school .
but whyy must she go nnd tell others.
having a person tuu tell what my troubles.
iish what iie have been doing .
but there iish no use .
everybody will think that iim being bossy nnd giving them attituide .
nnd no matter what iie type her nobody will belive me .
this iish what iie get for being good tuu them .
that's all what iie wanna sayy .
iif ue wanna say anything about me nnd not good just sayy it out .
kkaiies . but iie won't reply tuu whatever have benn written.

iim very upset.

2008-01-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

iie lost mye friend handphone nnd like was totally very upset.
iish like we do what we can do liiaos .
find school cam .
search people's bag .
search the school .
do everything we can think of .
but no matter what ue do also cannot find .
me nnd mye friend was like toally upset .
iie was upset because iie lost her phone nnd was worried what her parents will do .
nnd dayu was sad because her parents will scold her nnd caned her .
but in the end they never .
but iie still cannot do what tuu repent tuu them .
but so far iimt hinking of somethingy .

sHoppinG!

2008-01-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

yesterdayy went tuu bugis nnd shoped .
OMG! there iish so many people there . mostly iish mye age nnd above go nnd buyy chinese new year clothes with friends but iie went there with mye mum .
bought a black skinnYs . which iie have been wanting tuu have .
$28 so ex! but the jie jie sayy the material iish a good one when ue wash it doesn't expands so much . mum sayy iie wear white skinnYs not nice so buyy black one .
at first iish not buyy jeans material but in the end bought one jeans material .
also black wanna .
bought 3 shirts but dunno whether suitable for chinese new year a not ?
bought mr cheerful te shirt .
. saw mye darlinkiies the blog she wass asking what does ture love exist .
iie told her that true love does exist but iish whether ue belive in it a not?
she also said that she nnd her dear doesn't last long.
if any couple wanna last long both of ue have tuu give in tuu each other .
if ue don't belive ue can go nnd ask a couple which has a family now how does they keep the relationship until now .
one of the exmaple iish mye parents the have been married for very long . yet their relationship can be so good .
so any couple that iie have noe pls be good tuu each other nnd don't always be so stubborn.
nnd tuu mye dearst da lao po ue can fight for what ue wanna nnd don't sit there until it disappear from your sight kkasiies .
if ue be tuu weak tuu fight iie will help ue .
nnd don't always think that reality are not good .
reality iish that ue can see him everydayy in school right ?
for me iie will studying hard on mye school work nnd tuition wor .
as for relationship iie think iie will leave this apart for now.
what more this year iish a important year . iif iie don't study hard iie will drop tuu na nnd have tuu go through one more year.
so KEMPATHE EVERYONE. don't make relationship nnd friendship disturb ue .
muackkiies tuu evevryone . nnd does who need help iie will be there helping ue .

feelings .

2008-01-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

iie dunno whyy iie this few days the emotions so agitated.
nnd iie dunno whyy iie hate then so much so bcoz of a thingy .
iie think bcoz of that thingy barhs .
iie think iie better arrange mye feelings nnd emotion .
so iie think of letting what has happen be happen nnd just concentrate now nnd not what happen.
nnd iie forgot tuu give the both of them mye wishes for findng a boiiefriend.
nnd weiii zheng iie noe he has been what ue want nnd iim giving fromt he bottom of mye heart the best wishes for ue 2 .
nnd got wedding remember tuu invite me .
lols just kidding so young only still got long wayy tu go .
stay long kkaiies .
don't think that iim mad .
but iie seriously think that iim mad myself .
yi ning ue also don't only wanna get valentines persents kkaiies .
be good tuu your stead .
nnd iie won't be finding staed for the time being .
coz iie have no one that iie like right now .

very very very tiredd......................

2008-01-18T09:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday so late than sleep .
after watcing the coffee prince.
was totally daMm tired man .
sleept through the whole night .
iie dreamt that iie was smoking lehs .
iie was shock lehs .
nnd now iie got phobia about smokers nnd ciggerate .
now in it lesson .
everybody almost blogging .
some were playing games .
wanted tuu sleep in english class later .
just hope dorothy tan never catch me .
just got a new kor kor which iish MR SOH POH LEONG.

tired

2008-01-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

todayy got training .
whatmore this training iish the most tough one among all the other training since we started.
therefore everybody were very exshuasted .
everybody the face was pale .
although the were not sick .
somemore the sun was sorching hot .
did a lot of runing .
nnd it was the first time that nobody had complain about coach give us things tuu do .
nnd it was the first time we talk the least .
nnd iim not very tired lorhs .
body not tired but very sleepy nnd eyes wannna close when iim doing homework .
just bought an op the pencil case.
iie wanted the colour have finsh .
so the only colour left iish green .
there iish green white nnd black .
iie wanted tuu take either black or white but there iish no more .
aiiyah nevermind but bought it liiaos .
quite nice .
still going tuu buy other things .
but got no money .
watching coffe prince .
funny lehs the show .

just came back

2008-01-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

after school went tuu rp .
nnd kim was super angry lorhs .
iie don't wanna mention what happen .
otherwise there will be people talking this nnd that liiaos .
saw someone iie don't like there.
iish like iie go everywhere iie will meet until them .
but there iish somethingy iie relly don't like .
iish like so the damm angry lorhs .
no matter what nobody will understand what iie am talking .
so iif ue wanna noe come nnd ask me .
but not everybody iie will tell only somepeople iie will not tell it to.
that for all can't right here otherswise other people will think of somethingy that they all think that they are always right .
can't it help .
they are going tuu die

friends?

2008-01-15T19:40:00.001+08:00

done wanna mention about the past .
people always sayy let bygones be bygones .
iie really wanna forget all this .
but no matter how one dayy it will happen again.
history will repeat it again .
but iie hope that it doesn't .
so iie think iie will be as happy as ever no matter what happen .
nnd iie really mean it that what happen iie really doesn't care if iish not a good one .
so for now iie don't care what iish happning around me nnd just carry on with mye life.
life still have tuu go on ,,
no matter what happen.
nnd ie keep it tuu myself will be not good .
iie think iie should not bottle up what iish in mye heart but,,
whenever what iie wanna nobody will listen tuu me .

sobing

2008-01-14T20:15:00.001+08:00

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did iie?

2008-01-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

when iie go out iie don't ps .
usally iish they ps me most of the time .
usally iie go out with friends iie don't do that .
if one friend iish lonely iie will walk with her nnd accompany her .
aiiyah anyywayy what iie type ue all will always find the worng things nnd tell me again .
this iish what friends do tuu me .
iie just dunno what iish wrong with what iim doing right now .

nnd ue think that iie siding people .
but have ue thought thst when ue sayy about others .
the people ue said about will be hurt .
nnd ue should noe the feeling that people at the back of ue stabing ue right int he back .
everybody doesn't like the feeling .
so iie think that iie should tell the person the truth nnd not hide the truth until she hear it her self .
hearing it herself will be wosre than listening tuu other people sayying it early .
FIND SINCE UE DON'T LIKE ME INTERFERING ALL THIS .
IIE TAKE IIE THAT IIE NOE NOTHING .
NND FROM NOW ONWARDS IIE DON'T CARE WHAT UE SAYY ABOUT OTHERS.
IT'S NONE OF MYE BUISSNES .
SINCE UE ALL BEEN TREATING ME LIKE THIS FROM NOW ON WHAT HAPPEN TUU UE IIE WILL BE STOPING CARING WHEN UE GOT PROBLEM DON'T COME NND FIND FOR ADVICE .
IIE HAVE GIVEN UE THE BEST ADVICE NND UE DIDN'T WANNA LISTEN .
BYY THE WAYY BACKSTABBING PEOPLE WILL HARM YOUR HEALTH .
UE NND YOUR GOOD FRIEND JUST GO ON NND DO WHATEVER STUFF UE WANTS TUU DO .
EVEN IF UE DOESN'T FEEL GUILTY IIE ALSO DON'T CARE .
IIM JUST HELPING THE RIGHT NND NOT WORNG KKAYYS .
THIS IISH WHAT KIND OF FRIEND IIE HAVE IN THIS .......

friends are not as .............................

2008-01-14T16:43:00.001+08:00

just broke up nnd thinking of looking for a new stead .
but iie doubt anyone would want me because of mye looks .
so thought of having being single for the time being.
make mye looks look better first than iie look for stead .
but iie think iit willl take long .
but iie really need someone tuu take tuu me when iim boring .
nnd iie doubt mye friends won't do that .
espically when iie go out iie will be left like alone .
nnd when iim sad iish like no one's wanna care about me .
for instance , a girl nnd b girl (don't wanna mention their name) doesn't noe each other at first.
when iie ask the both of them out (once) nnd they started tuu get tuu noe each other .
after not long they will be going out after school always .
nnd ue noe whatmore iish that they doesn't even ask me .
iish like iie got tuu ask them where they go before they will ask me tuu go .
iish like wo hen bu gan yuan .!
whatmore iie think iie go out with most of mye friends they will like ....
iie will be the one walking alone at the back of them .
nnd last time one of mye friend(iie don't noe iie should call her mye friend a not ?)
she iish like kindof close tuu me .
than after she noe this friend she doesn't tell me her secrets . nnd tell the girl she always go out with .
nobody's like tuu be left alone right ?????
but iim always the person left behind .
:')
nnd iim the one always faking a smile not the others .
everybody doesn't like tuu be treated this wayy but whyy am iie the only person being treated this .
iish not the iim acting fierce becoz iie wanna be bosy or what.
iish just that being left alone the feeling iish not good kkayys! .
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iie think that will be all for...............

morning

2008-01-12T09:29:00.000+08:00

having a bright morning marhs ?
iie doubt everybodys does ..
have a nice sleep tuu last night no nightmare but no nice dreams .
hahahas .
still sleepy.
but can't go back nnd sleep .
just post a short blog today coz early in the morning nothing tuu type .
bbyye bbyye .
muackkss.

you are the person iie long tuu hug nnd have but iie can't

OMG! hahahas . iim think iie crazy !

2008-01-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

heyy just broke up with mie stead but iie just dunno whyy iie won't be sad but when iim talking tuu mye friends iie just be luaghing like mad .

d0 everyb0dy iish likE me when they break .

iie doubt they won't .

they either will be having a sad face a day long ,

or they willbe crying in the room ,, until the eyes are swollen.

although not be stead but friends.

he still like me ,,

but he noe that iie don't like guys who smokes ,,

he decided tuu break up with me .

iie glad that he iish honesty with me .

if there's guys that are like that ,,

iie would have him for mye stead but now of days the guys mostly smokes ,,

so iie think iie can't find a good stead .

but for now maybe single for the time being.

there's a guy iie noe which iish kind of gentle ,,

not those type of ah beng .

he said he like me but he didn't said anythingy else ,,

but we have been talking on msn these few days ,,

nnd whatmore iie just broke up nnd iie told him ,,

when iie told him that iie was still laughing ,,

he said iie should be crying but iie was laughing,,

but he still accompany me byy talking tuu me ,,

he's a good guy ,,

but there iish nothing iie can do ,,

iif anyone feel that ue wanna a person like him . faster ,,

but iie don't hink he will having a stead ,,

he iish a good guy ,,

unlike the others ..

Thank You for accompany me.

iie will be a good friend . :)

ue are the person iie long tuu hug nnd have but iie can't

FCKING PISSED

2008-01-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

when tuu sch0ol s0 thE dAmn b0rinG . alm0st everYless0n g0ing tUu sleep eXcept p.e. mR g0h was so hillaris. (dunn0 h0w tuu spell .). iie cAn't belive iim in this typE 0f clasS. s0 thE dAmN quiEt . . .byY the wayY iie cAn't even underStand whAt thE hell iiSh ms cHang teachinG . t0day at maths less0n g0t gr0up w0rk lAme! . art less0n . teacher ms JULIE LOW . me , yi ning . kim nnd caitlin . was siting at the c0ner of the r0om . when we were talking , she was like still talking away nnd d0n't even n0e that we were talking . we laugh like hell .
after sch0ol when tuu find yi ning friends , waitied 4 maybe an h0ur . me nnd kim s0 thE dAmN PISSED . we wanted tuu g0 back liia0s but her friends appeared 0ut 0f n0where f0r me nnd kimberly n0e . yarhs watever =( . d0n't wanna say the reason of being sad . th0se who n0e d0n't b;urt it 0ut . kkayys . that will be helping me a favour ?

ue are the person iie long tuu hug nnd have but iie just can't .

2008-01-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday went tuu AIRPORT nnd celebrate mye sis b'dae . fun but full . mye sis got lots of persents from her friends . she got one very big winnie the pooh . nnd a stalk of sunflower . iim jealous of her man! (jk) yesterday in school was a totally boring . iit doesn't seem right . coz when iie was in e5 the class was so high nnd naughty but now in e3 iit's totally boring. can't stand it . every lesson feel like sleeping . after school there iish still cca carnival . how iie wish iie could be there but iie can't iie just had tuu go tuu mye tuition. but hope when go tuu training there iish lots of junior . that's for all but iie think iie can't post the pictures .

ue are the person iie long tuu hug nnd have but iie just can't .

cOunTdOwN pArtY .

2008-01-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

That time the countdowm party so shoik nnd fun . took a lot of pictures . but dun wanna put so much out .